About Me
Welcome to my life and experiences. You will read about my basic past and what has happened to me in it.
My life is simple, I was raised by my father for all my life. My mom and dad got divorced when I was young and they remarried other people. I really don't like my step mom but thats how life works, well, at least mine anyways. Family life was never a blast for a long time but I am now excited about having a family. I can only pray I will do better than thsoe before me in life and raise a good, Christian family.
School life wasn't the best, though God has kept me going and focused on Him the whole time even though I didn't realize it until years later. I had friends though we never hung out outside of school so they are more along the lines of aquaintances, and at times, it has seemed to me from this perspective to have abeen a good thing, though other times it seems that I could have done more, though me not having a car when I tuirned 16 didn't help .. well .. I'll stop ranting about that. Yeah, I got a car at the age of 17, 2 months before I turned 18 because, I had summer school, and it is fun doing summer school during your birthday. Anyways, school wasn;t exactly a high point of life, I had some fun, joined clubs, lettered in TSA (Technology Students Association), and just goofed around. But all in all, God did protect me and nuture me this whole period of my life because there was a huge influence of drugs and sex and He had his hand on my heart, eyes, mind, soul and everything else ot keep me on Him even though I didn't realize it.
College .. gee .. 3 1/2 years to do a 2 yr degree and lots of fun putting stuff on file so I can actually graduate. Never knew I would have to jump through hoops to get my degree, but thats how my life is. College was alright though, got to actually improve and mature myself going through the experiences I had gone through, and had fun doing it. Met people and did things to really improve myself and my life in general. God, during this time brought me to Impact, a college group within WCJC that helped me grow more in Christ and learn more about how to live a Christian living.
I also spent a few months at HBU (Houston Baptis University) going after dual majors in Christianity and Biblical Languages, hopefu;;y to become a Pastor / Youth Pastor / Missionary, whatever God calls me to do. I had to leave because of finances, it jsut sucks to be poor as heck.
Well, during the last year of college, I had the worst year of my life .. I met a girl named Danielle. Talk about stress, and doing stupid things. Danielle brought out some really low parts of me that year, and I really do not want to go through it again. Though now, I am over it and have moved on, I have learned a few lessons with her and found outthings about myself that I have now been working on correcting.
Oh yeah, I have 2 half brothers, my older one Chris who is married, but they don't know Christ as well as I think, which is a big deal for me. Being as how I am big on Christ, well, bigger on Him than anything else, it is exremely tough for me to have my older brother and sister - n - law not believe hardcore like I do. A little rant here, I MUST have a Christian wife, it is a must, there is NO getting around it. They are having a child, ao I am becoming an uncle, yet again!
Then there is Anthony, my younger brother. Haven't seen or heard from him since my mom stopped talkin to me 14 yrs ago. I began talking to him again when I started talking to my mom again and I found out when I began talking to him that I am an uncle, I have a niece named Emily!! What a wonder?? I do wish God would bring me back into contact with him again so we can get mroe in depth on gowing a relationship together and so I can be in my nieces life.
Then there is my family, though scattered, I still love them with all of my heart. My father, Paul, is a hero in my mind, he served in the U.S Air Force for 6 years in vietnam and I hold him in a very high regard, right below God. He has given me so much I wish I could give him more than I do right now. I feel so selfish for living at home but I will do everything I can to help him out somehow, some way. My aunt Linda and uncle Russ are moving from New Jersey to Llano Texas so hopefully I will get to see them for the first time!! My grandfather David is moving close to Llano from outside of Austin so hopefully I will get to see him too.
Well, there isn't much more I can think of writing about for now so just keep here and see what I update. May God be with you always and Bless your life!!